"A new one"

July 1st, i wen't to the gathering of the clans ni Pugwash
and i was hanging with my bestfriend in the whole world
her name is Marlene and her and I went on some rides...
the -Gravatron-, the -Srambler- and then a really BIG Slide
at the end of our day we had to go home so i hugged Marlene and
we said our good bye's... so Jamal and i wen't back home at 10:00
we went to the fire works adn i hung out with Marlene again
and then i asked her too be with me... and now that is really sweet
and now i might call her today...

Cody the cutie

DRAWING OF THE MONTH- ONLY $1.00

a little better, with Romance

Why does this have to happen to me?
My life is gettin messed u, i'm losein
peoples trust, like how a geek loses his
pants... I hate my life, so much, I wan't death
to be my best friend... he's like the only one
who would treat me the way i want to be treated
weeeeeeeeeeellll, Shania treats me nice too, i don't think i've
ever had a friend like her, she really cares about me She's awesome, she's like the sister that i never had...
"she really cares about me", I mean she really cares about me
it's really nice....
Shania I would never do any thing to hurt you, your so warm hearted

WTF WTF WTF and FML FML

what the hell is wrong with my life, i found out what
somethin some one said to me, obsessive compulsive disorder...
that's not true.. yeah i talk about death alot but i'm not obsesses with it
so don't say i am Katty Polley...

Suicidle note

I can't go through this pain and sufferin any more, I need a sholder to cry on, anybody out there, any body wanna cry for me..., they won't come out on there own..., HELP ME!!!! Shaynia, Katty, Candice, Anybody, even Emily would be great... I wish I could cry but I can't that's why i cut myself instead, I need my friends more than anything in the world, The world has turned it's back on me, and my Family has abbanded me, so i'm just gonna say "FUCK MY LIFE"

"THE BUTTERFLY" By- Pavel Friedman

The Butterfly story is mainly about the author telling a story of how he was in the Nazi Ghetto. He was kept prisoner and he couldn’t get out no matter how hard he tried. The reason he quoted “there are no Butterfly’s in the Ghetto,” is because he is a good person in a bad place, I guess Butterfly’s are suppose to be good. That’s what I had gotten from the quote. I guess this story can be my life story, I represent the Butterfly that’s trapped in my own kind of ghetto, and I guess the ghetto is my body. I guess the Butterfly is my spirit trying to escape the hell that’s in me, The butterfly is cutting my body just trying to escape, but it’s just making every thing worse, I guess the only way to get rid of the Ghetto is to die…………..

The Death Note

"I died lastnight
people may not know it
but if you look at my eyes
you'll see that they are
black as Hell
you'll look at my skin and
it's white as a ghost,
you might hear my music
how it sound like i'm,
screaming in pain...
Now let me ask you a question...
do you have enough proof that i died ?
lastnight.....................................................