Suicidle note

I can't go through this pain and sufferin any more, I need a sholder to cry on, anybody out there, any body wanna cry for me..., they won't come out on there own..., HELP ME!!!! Shaynia, Katty, Candice, Anybody, even Emily would be great... I wish I could cry but I can't that's why i cut myself instead, I need my friends more than anything in the world, The world has turned it's back on me, and my Family has abbanded me, so i'm just gonna say "FUCK MY LIFE"